HE gots me!

I think not getting that job is effecting me more than I thought. I went looking for a job today and each place I would go into, I would ask if they where hiring and they would say, not hiring but always accepting applications. It got to be more and more of a discouragement at each place. Its funny also, how when one doesn't have job they almost envy those who do. The steady routine in their life, the peace of knowing there is an inflow of money. I really desire that again. But I guess I just need to remember that its not the job that provides for me, its my Daddy up stairs. If He takes care of the birds of the air and the lilies of the fields then how much more will He take care of His daughter, whom He loves more than life. Literally. And that when I ask Him for an egg, He's not going to give me a spider. I don't know how people can live without knowing Him and knowing He is taking care of them. That their life isn't up to them. Even for me that my life isn't all that matters. That I am not the lead of this story, He is. Everything in my life revolves around me, it should revolve around Him. Thats a whole other tangent though.

I'm just a little discouraged. But I know that the Lord hasn't forgot about me. He knows what I need. So I'm trying my hardest to trust Him. He gots me :)