I've been thinking a lot lately about leaving Colorado! Its going to be a hard thing to do! I'm going to miss the sun, my family, my friends, working at good ol' Elephant Bar, rock climbing, and much more! But I think that it is going to be worth the change! I will be just fine I'm sure

The Worthy Lamb

I've been thinking lately about the worthiness of Jesus! That He is worthy of our ALL! Looking around me in this day I feel that there are so many christians that are "luke warm." I even feel this way about myself sometimes. That we justify things that we want to do and why we aren't "sold out." The thing is that if we truly love Him, than we should believe that He is worthy of our ALL! That is the way the Father sees Jesus, so that is how we His children, His inheritance, His love, His bride should see Him. He is the only one worthy, the only rightful heir! If we love Him we should be willing to live fully consecrated to Him, simply because He is worthy, not because He has done anything for us or because we want to go to heaven! When we live in sin, even a little bit of sin we are saying you aren't worthy of my all and in the end i don't love you! Yes, there is the mercy and grace given to us through His cross, but He did that because we can not be as clean as Jesus by ourselves! Just because He loves us through our sin doesn't mean we should stop trying! For example: Adam loves me even through my mistakes and he forgives me but it is because when I say I'm sorry it means i'm going to do my very best to not make that mistake again. Just because I know Adam is going to forgive me doesn't mean I'm going to go off and have an affair! I LOVE HIM MORE THAN THAT! Because Adam forgives me he is worthy of my best effort! Same with my King, but even more! And sitting here writing this my heart beats for Adam, so how much more should my heart beat for my bridegroom to come who is worthy of a pure bride!!! HE DIED SO THAT WE COULD BE JUST AS WORTHY OF HIM AS HE IS OF US, NOT SO WE DON'T HAVE TO TRY OUR VERY BEST TO BE PURE FOR HIM! EVEN IF WE TRYED OUR BEST WE WOULD STILL NOT BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR THIS MAN THAT IS WHY HE DIED! I know that for me on my wedding night it was so beautiful to give Adam my purity! I wanna do the same for my bridegroom to come! When we live in a life style of sin we are cheating on our waiting bridegroom! He sits at the right hand praying for His bride, waiting and being patient, as we run around being harlots of this world because we want instant gratification, even when it comes to His presence! Jesus is more worthy for a pure bride than any other man!! Making choices to be righteousness in His sight, trying our very hardest to do what pleases Him.... that is our all and giving it our all is choosing to be pure for our bridegroom! Doing ALL that we can do to be righteous and letting Him do the rest! Its a two way street in our relationship with this man! He is worthy of all of me!

Jesus, I will do my best to give You my all each day simply because You are worthy of a pure bride!

Are My Wings Pined Down?

Are my wings pined down?

I feel like i was born a free sprit! I feel like sometimes my wings are pined down. Like i wanna fly but can't for some reason. Is the pin... jobs, money, family, etc.... or is it just me? I want to do things but i can't ever really decide what i want to do or if i really want to do them. Maybe my wings aren't pined down at all.... maybe i'm just not flying!

Introduction

Hi, my name is Desiree! I am married to Adam Hutton. Here is a quick summery of our lives: [Adam's is found at www.andhutton.blogspot.com]

My parents where going to name me Brittany but then one day when I was in my mommas belly, my parents where standing in line at a food store and my dad picked up a name book. He saw the name Desiree and said " That is her name!", it means much desired child. I grew up in good ol' Castle Rock, CO. I have a wonderful family who i love so dearly! I have four siblings, an older sister, older brother, younger sister and younger brother. I always say the only thing i am missing is a twin! I had a wonderful christian upbringing. My parents did a great job raising five kids! We went to Church of the Rock where I met my four best friends. They have been there for me through thick and thin! I was home schooled through 6th grade,went to a charter school 7th and 8th grade, and then douglas county high school. Life was good!

After graduating, I choose not to go to collage but to move to Colorado Springs and go to New Life School of Worship! I lived with one of my best friends Michelle in the basement of my grandparents house. It was good times! I grew a lot that year, spiritually and emotionally! After the 10 month program Michelle decided to move back to denver. I stuck around another year! The new School of Worship people arrived in September and this is where and when I met my amazing husband Adam William Hutton! I fell straight for him, it took him a little longer :) But what a wonderful time we had getting to know one another. We knew we wanted to get married about three weeks after we started dating and he hadn't even kissed me yet. Well, he did kiss me, I was his first kiss.... i have to brag about that of course, and told me he loved me. I went ahead and took his name and poked it on the end of mine, with honor of course! We have been married for almost a year now and i'll tell ya its been more than amazing! I can definitely do life with this kid, he is easy to be married to!

I'm in love with another man named Christ Jesus! I met Him when i was 5 years old and since then we've just been building our relationship! He loves me more than i love Him, but i try on a daily basis to love Him with my ALL! He is my breath, my life, my everything! He gave me His life for our love and the least i can do is serve Himand love Him back! I am always learning new things about Him, He is the most exciting thing/being in the universe! I love Him! i kiss You my Beloved!

So that is me, Desiree Elyse Hutton!

This blog is about us! Sometimes together sometimes separate! Its... Our life!

We are just... we!