JESUS IS A REAL LIVE MAN!!!!

I was just doing my morning devotions and reading my book The Rewards of Fasting by Mike Bickle and Dana Candler. It is a great book so far. I'm only on the second chapter but really great book! I have been wanting to fast much more than I have been! I believe it is something that we as lovers of Jesus are supposed to do. It is not just something that we do if we feel like it. We are all called to it. period. Just like prayer if we want a true relationship with Him we have to do it! So I have been longing to gain more knowledge about it. The first chapter is all about His love for us and that our identity as humans lies in His great love for us. That we have to pursue this love to find our true identity as His BRIDE!! Anyway, after reading all of this and more I was praying and just talking to the Holy Spirt. I realized that I was speaking to the Holy Spirt, that He is the one that is with me. Then I began to think about the rest of the trinity. Father God who is sitting on the throne in the Throne Room somewhere (Rev. 4 and 5) The Holy Spirit reviled to me that when i pray to the Father God my prayers are sweet smelling incense that He truly delights in. Then I began to think about Jesus... Where is He? The right hand of the Father, in HUMAN form!! The revelation of this came to me. He is a real human just like us somewhere in the Throne Room!! I began to weep. I think it is because I will get to see Him soon as a human man! I CAN NOT WAIT!! I am my beloveds and He is mine!! I am just like Him and He is just like me!! Glory, Majesty, Splendor and Beauty, none like we have ever seen, seated on the throne, and He is ours just as much as we are His!! AHHHHHHH people!! Jesus, the living son of God and is in love with is bride... us!! He is not mostly mad, He is mostly glad!! He has jealousy for us that is stronger than the grave! HIs blood is red and worm, alive and with power!! I have to have more of Him. And so my journey to fast more begins. " He must increase, I must decrease."- John 3:30