Across The Universe- "All My Loving"

Will I be able to catch my breath?

I am going to visit Colorado in July. I am more excited than I could ever express! I can’t wait to hug my family. I just start crying when I think of having them around me. I can’t wait to hold my nephews in my arms, and laugh with my nieces while we dance around. I can’t wait to look into my sisters eyes and feel their emotion as we talk. I can’t wait to feel my daddies strong arms around my neck. I can’t wait to see my brothers smiles. I can’t wait to feel the warmth of each one of them.

                                                                                    BUT……

I’m sure no one ever thought there would be a BUT for me when speaking of such things. I am nervous. There are parts of me that are actually scared to go back home. I’m afraid that I will feel like I am going back home from a long vacation, and then when it hits me that I will have to leave…. I just don’t know how my heart will handle it. I’m nervous that there won’t be enough time. I’m nervous that I won’t be able to catch my breath when I have to say good bye again. There are parts of me that would just rather not face that pain again. I really don’t know how some people do it. Is it just cause I love my family to much. My heart breaks.

How will I walk away from my momma and daddies arms again? How will I let go of my nieces as their arms are wrapped tightly around my neck? How will I leave? How will I leave again?

I guess I just have to trust the Lord again. I will have to breath deep His love for me, that will never leave me or forsake me. I have to know that my heart is in His hands and so are my families hearts. We all make a nice heart mix in the palm of His hand. I'll be ok. I do have my Jesus, my Adam and my other family here. So, even though I know it won't be anything but hard to leave them again, I know I will survive! I love my family oh so very much!

You don't know what you have till you don't have it at you fingertips.

I will dance

When I was a little girl I would put on dresses and make up and turn on music and then I would get in the middle of a room and dance as if I had a thousand people watch me. My heart would beat and my mind would go to a place of such peace. Those days there wasn't much to do or worry about nothin. My heart was as free as I can remember. I would run and play and imagin. I would dance and sing and laugh. Nothing could stop me, not even my school work that my mother would nearly have to drag me by my ear to sit and do. My life was a dream. Everyday was a new day. Everyday was its own day. I didn't think about the next day or what I had to do that weekend, unless there was a slumber party to look forward to. I just lived each day like it was that day and that day only. I still dance to my hearts content, but I worrie about tomorrow to much. I know who holds my tomorrow so why can't I dance with the peace. I did when I was a little girl.

Just a life update

I'm sitting by the window watching some birds chasing each other around. The snow is slowly melting here in Muskegon. I can feel spring in my blood. We have been here for... how long now.... almost three months. I can't believe we have been here for that long already. It feels like just yesterday we left.
I got a job at a bank as a teller, which is wonderful. I am so excited to work as a teller again. I will be starting on Monday. I will still be working two to three nights a week at Chili's. I just can't get over the Lords favor on my life. He not only found me one job but two. The basement is coming along. We are trying to get it mostly finished for Liz's wedding week, which is this coming week. We will see. It is really looking so great though. I can see a finish in sight. Adam and his dad have been working so hard to get that done for us. We are all looking forward to it being done so that we can all relax on the weekends. Also, so that Adam and I can work on our rock climbing wall in the garage and have the summer days to enjoy on the beach. It is really going to be so beautiful down in the basement.
We are still looking for a church. That has been a much harder proses than I expected. I really really miss Bloom, Micheal and Lisa Gungors worship, Andrews preaching, and just the people. We fit so great there! I keep telling people not only do I get home sick, but also home church sick. I'm trusting the Lord that he will lead us where he wants us. Since we haven't found a church yet we are having a hard time making friends. Adams mom and dad are our best friends here right now. We do have a few young couples that we are getting to know but most of our time is spent with each other and mom and dad Hutton. Adam is doing really well in his school work. I am so proud of him. He works so hard to keep up on all his homework. He is showing a lot of maturity in all of this, getting really good at time management. 
I am really ready to get into all those box's that have been packed up since November and get all my stuff about me again. We watched The Quiet Man the other night, a great movie by the way if you haven't seen it. My family watches it every St. Patty's Day, so I just had to watch it this year. There is a part in the movie that she talks about being a woman you want all your things about you. I just knew exactly how she was feeling. I want every thing to be in its place so that Adam and I can relax together in our home. I wanna be a house wife again.
Over all though, life is truly beautiful here in MI. I am getting settled and getting used to all the roads, kinda. Now that spring is around the corner and the nights are getting longer it is even more exciting. Life is good! The Lord is good and faithful to those who love Him. Thank You Lord for holding me close to you during this change. You are so good to me!

he just knows how to love me!

My husband amazes me. Living with another amazing married couple has made me think about my relationship with my husband. All I can really say is I am blessed to have a husband like mine. Each day I wake up knowing that he is next to me and this gives me so much peace. He has really been my rock through this huge change. I was talking with Adams mom the other day and we where marvelling at the fact  that Adam is one of the most unique persons we both know. I told her I felt so honored that the Lord choose me to marry her son. We had a moment of tears at that fact. You see Adam and her prayed for me when he was a little boy. She taught him and he continued to pray for me, even to this day, but now he knows me :)
When I was about 13 years old I heard the song "Wait for me" by Rebecka St. James and began praying for my husband, that he would stay pure for me. I dated boys and began to believe the lie satin was telling me that there is no man out there that is "completely"pure. So I would give my self little by little to each boy I dated. Little did I know my husband would wait, would save even his lips for mine. On Adam and my first date we put EVERYTHING out on that dinner table at the Elephant Bar, our favorite color, our relationship with our families, our relationship with the Lord, etc. The last question he had for me was, how far have you gone sexually? I was stunned that he would ask this so quickly, but I chose to be honest and told him all that I had done. I finished with " I regret all that I have chosen that is not pleasing to the Lord, BUT I know that I am forgiven and it is not apart of me any longer. I am pure in His eyes, so I am pure." Then I asked him.... "Dirty dancing and spooning" he said.               "Wait....... what?...?... You have never even kissed a girl???" He told me how he chose to wait for his wife, and that he would kiss the girl he said I love you to. I just couldn't even believe it. I thought to myself well I probably won't see him after this date. But then he called me again a few days later. He told me about how it was really hard for him at first knowing that I had made some mistakes that would effect him now, "but" he said "after praying about it. The Lord really gave me His eyes for you and like you said your 'pure in His eyes, so your pure.' About a week later he asked me to be his girl friend and of course I said yes. It was so hard for me to believe that the Lord would actually answer my small prayers when I was 13 and give me a "completely" pure man. This is how it is meant to be! Adam waited for me the same way the Lord is waiting for us, so patient! Adam loved me before he even knew me.
Adam not only did that to express his love to me then and now but now in our married life he shows me his love all the time without even knowing it. He just knows how to love me. He speaks to my love language DAILY, speaking words of affirmation to me. Telling me I am beautiful, wonderful, so good to him, that I work so hard, etc.  He is working so hard in school to someday be able to provide for our family. He tries his very best to please me all the time. He is sensitive to me and my feelings. He loves to hold me. He watches me dance my heart out. (Any of you that know me, know that I need this :)) My heart beams when he looks at me. He knows just how to make me laugh. He can speak straight to my heart. He knows just what to say and when to say it. He pushes me to be more, do more, and be better than even I think I can. He believes in me more than I believe in myself. He is so honest, so honest. He treats me like a daughter of God, a princess of the King. He really knows me better than I know me most of the time. I could go forever. He will someday be an amazing father to our children and an amazing grandfather to our grandchildren. I just know he will the the type of father and grandfather that they will want to be just like, and that they will look to with respect. And best of all he loves the Lord oh so much more than he loves me. I know that's why he can love me so well. And that is why I give thanks to You oh Lord. I marvel at your creation that you chose to give to me to enjoy and spend my life with. I'm lucky.... blessed!
So girls and boys, don't you settle because the world and satin are telling you that there are no more pure people left in the world, that there are no more good people. Save yourself and pray for your husbands and husbands for your wives. If you have given yourself, chose to love your beloved even now. The Lord will bring you exactly what you need all wrapped up in human skin. You have the choice for yourself and the Lord will chose someone perfect for you!

pUzzLES

I'm missing Colorado today. Life is seeming to put itself together here in Michigan, however there are so many moments I catch my heart feeling.... how to say... vacant. It's not so often that I can't be here and enjoy where I am in life, but just enough that my heart strings tug. Its usually the hard times I have here. I feel like my heart is settling itself but there are still parts of it that I feel will always be restless. Michigan is really more than so so, its beautiful and full of opportunity, but its just no Colorado... my home. I've never experienced hard before. You see, for me this is the hardest life experience I have ever faced. No person close to me has ever passed away. I still have my grandparents on both sides still alive, for heavens sake. I have never been really sick. I have never had to experience addiction to anything for myself or anyone close to me. So although the thought of moving away from their home and family for someone else might seem insignificant, for me it is the hardest. Before I moved here people would say "So how are you feeling about your upcoming move to MI?" I would always respond, " I'm excited. I know it will be 'hard' but I'm excited." I really didn't know what I was saying. Here I am experiencing "hard", and it is hard. Like the hard where I feel like in CO my life was a nice puzzle that was all put together beautifully. I had even decoupage it. A beautiful apartment with everything in its place, finances stable even more than enough, a great church, great friends, good jobs, etc. Then I got into our car at 4 am the day after Christmas to move here to MI and the whole puzzle was smashed on the ground. And since then I've been sitting on the floor trying to put it back together. I'm even finding that it is made up of new peaces, some old some new, as I put it back together. I don't even get the pleasure to see the picture on the front of the box before hand so that I can see what the end result should be. I'm so thankful though that I can look to my right and see Adam working just as hard on it and that the Lord is standing behind us encouraging us. He sees the whole picture on the box. This whole analogy is hard and yet so comforting because even though I know how it feels to have everything together, when life feels like it has fallen apart I have my loving husband going through it with me and a God who knows all helping both of us. I don't know how people do it with out Him. Having to carry all the burdens of life on their own shoulders, having to try to put the puzzles together alone... Well, all that to say, I miss Colorado, my family and my put together life. BUT I am ok, thankful even. I get to have the adventure of finding out what kind of beautiful pictures this puzzle will have on it. Once I have this picture all put together it will crash too and I'll have to put a new one together. With each puzzle I put together I will always use peaces from the old. At the end of life it will be a beautiful picture of hardship, tears, family, friends, adventure, joy, experience, and love. I will like to see it someday!

Good Morning!!

Good Morning Friends and Family! I got a job at Chili's!! I'm so thankful that I got a job. It will be interesting to be the newbe but I'm ready! Thank you for your prayers and encouragement in my search for a job.

HE gots me!

I think not getting that job is effecting me more than I thought. I went looking for a job today and each place I would go into, I would ask if they where hiring and they would say, not hiring but always accepting applications. It got to be more and more of a discouragement at each place. Its funny also, how when one doesn't have job they almost envy those who do. The steady routine in their life, the peace of knowing there is an inflow of money. I really desire that again. But I guess I just need to remember that its not the job that provides for me, its my Daddy up stairs. If He takes care of the birds of the air and the lilies of the fields then how much more will He take care of His daughter, whom He loves more than life. Literally. And that when I ask Him for an egg, He's not going to give me a spider. I don't know how people can live without knowing Him and knowing He is taking care of them. That their life isn't up to them. Even for me that my life isn't all that matters. That I am not the lead of this story, He is. Everything in my life revolves around me, it should revolve around Him. Thats a whole other tangent though.

I'm just a little discouraged. But I know that the Lord hasn't forgot about me. He knows what I need. So I'm trying my hardest to trust Him. He gots me :)

The Job Situation

Just a little video update about the job dealio:

I'm a blessed woman

Moving here has definitely had its rough moments. However, the longer I'm staying the more I relies how blessed this move really is! Having wonderful times with my mother and father-in-law, watching our apartment come together beautifully, realizing how much I love my family in CO, getting closer to Adam, and drawing closer to the Lord. Then this week the Lord gave me a big kiss. I have been looking for a job since we got here. One of the first days we all went to this place called Rykes for the finishing details on Liz's cake. As we where there we got talking with the owner about how I was from CO and worked as a florist there. The owner, Renee said "Oh I have so many connections to floral shops around here." She gave me a few cards but emphasized one card, " Chalet Floral is the best in town. Go there first. I love them and they love me so mention my name, tell them I sent you over there." A few days later I went in to get an application. I told the girl that I was looking for a job and that Renee from Rykes sent me this way. She said " Oh we work really close with Renee so defiantly put that down on the application." I took the application and we headed out. A couple days later Ethan and I worked on my resume and made it beautiful. The next day I was going to apply every where and as I was working on that, Ethan came down the stairs with the house phone and handed it to me saying it was Renee from Rykes. She said that she and Doug, the owner of Chalet Floral had been looking for me. "LOOKING FOR ME???" I thought. She continued to say that Doug had found out that I dropped in and was sent there by Renee. He proceeded to call her looking for and asking about me. She told him that I had experience in floral and that I'm looking to go back to school for design. I couldn't believe it. The Lord dropped a job in my lap, a job I would love. I called Doug right away! "Oh yes you are the one I have been looking for!" he said on the phone as we talked. I was stunned... blessed! We set up an interview for monday (today) at 4. I went in and it went so well. He is going to call me tomorrow. I just can't believe the blessings that the Lord is showering on me. I really am growing to love it here and I think I will love it even more as we continue to finish our apartment and gain back our own space. I am a blessed woman to say the least. I have a husband who loves me, is so good to me, comforts me when I need him, celebrates with me over a warm cup of tea, laughs with me when I need a good laugh, and just flat out loves me raw. And I have a Lord, Daddy in heaven that loves me even more, and does all the same things but even more (which amazes me). And so again I say, I am a blessed woman. Thank You my King... my Beloved!!

Feeling...

Well, we have been here for 8 days now and I'm not really sure how I'm feeling. We have been so very very busy. Trying to get things figured out for college and jobs and working on the basement. I think I am having a harder time with this than I thought I was. I just don't feel myself right now. I can't totally put it into words what I'm feeling. I'm just feeling..... We have made some big decisions for our college. We decided that Adam would start this semester and I would just work. It is quite a bit more expensive for a nonresident than for a resident. We really want Adam to get a head start so we are just going to spend the extra money for him. We are really excited for everything. We are just in that in-between time, trying to get settled. Please keep us in your prayers during this time. Especially for finances, direction, trust and peace.

We Made It 2011

We made it to Michigan. I don't think it has really hit me that this is my knew home. That this is not just a vacation here for christmas and the new year. I sit here looking out the window at the beautiful snow fall coming softly down and still its hard to believe I am here to stay. I miss my family, my friends, my home. I didn't know what I had until I no longer had it right at my finger tips. That when ever I wanted to hug one of them all I had to do was drive miles down I 25. There is nothing like blood family. My sisters have never been more special to me. My brothers have never been more great to me. My mother has never been more cherished by me. My father has never been more needed by me. My nieces and nephews have never been more desired by me. My family has never been more loved by me. As we said good bye the morning of December 26 my heart felt like it was going to sob out of my chest. I have never experience that feeling before. I couldn't catch my breath. I couldn't stop the tears. I couldn't stop the sobs. But even though it was the worst feeling I have ever had, it was the best feeling I have ever had. It meant that I love my family. Our road trip was flawless due to the Lords favor and we made it. Although at moments it has been hard and there have been more tears, I'm making it. With the love of Adams family, Adam, and the Lord, I am making it better than I expected. This next week will be full of plans for college, jobs and the basement. We are definitely getting settled. I just have to start studying the maps for around here. :)

All Emotions

As most people know we are moving to Michigan to go to school. November was a crazy month, full of packing our first apartment up in a big ABF semi to send to MI. We lived at my friend Lindsays house out of suit cases, finishing our last week of work. After we finished work, the Hoovers took us in. The room they are allowing us to live in is so beautiful. Its a beautiful home away from home away from home...! We feel extremely blessed by all the helping hands around us. The Lord is truly showing us His love through all of this. The week of Thanksgiving we packed a small cary on suitcase and were off at 4am to the airport to fly to Minnesota. We arrived there at 9:30am and our sister Liz and her fiance picked us up. We drove 10 hours home to Muskegon MI. Arriving there at 11:15pm, dad Hutton, mom Hutton, Amanda, Ethan, Liz, Caleb, Adam and I went down stars to see the progress on the remodeled basement. As we walked down I saw our couch already in the living room. What a huge blessing, they had already began to unpack our ABF truck that arrived days before. Our room and living room was so beautiful. I instantly began thinking of how I was going to stage the rooms. On our table there was a bottle of wine, two wine glasses, dark chocolates, and a beautiful letter reading "Designed with love." What a blessing! We all went up to the table to drink, eat, laugh, and talk. We all soon thought of the long day ahead of unloading the rest of the truck and Thanksgiving, and decided to turn in. Adam and I headed down to our new room crawled in bed and said a prayer. The next morning we all ate breakfast and got to work. I stayed downstairs delegating where to put everything and carefully inspecting everything to make sure it arrived safely. Most everything did but I was feeling extremely overwhelmed. I told myself over and over "Just take a deep breath, your ok!" I went to move our table to make a little more space for everything and 'CRACK'! The leg of the table broke off. "Just take a deep breath, your ok!" Dad Hutton asked how we where doing and all I could say was I don't know. I told him about the broken leg on the table and he quickly said it could be fixed noticing the change in my spirit. We finished unloading the truck and I went up stairs to get away from the mess. I sat in the living room silently crying. "I just wish I could cry as my momma or my big sisters held me." I thought
You see, about a week earlier as we where packing up our apartment my mom and dad came to help us pack and right when they got there I pulled my mom in the kitchen and she wrapped her arms around me telling me I would be ok as I cried in her bosem. Then the next day we where trying to finish and my big sister and her family came over to help. Right when she walked in she hugged me and I burst into tears again. The thought of leaving them was really hard for me to handle and packing up my apartment was making it a reality that was hard to face.
So here I sat in the living room feeling similar emotions and crying alone. The Lord said to me "Go to your mother-in-law, she will hold you." So I swallowed any pride I may have had and walked into the kitchen where she was making a pie. I then burst into tears and melted into her arms. She hugged me as best she could with her hands covered in pie doe telling me I would be ok. I got all my tears out and took a deep breath. Adam stood there looking at me with his "are you ok?" eyes and invited me into his strong arms. I didn't feel alone at all I had my family surrounding me with love and support. I was ok! We then all got ready for our trip to Uncle Tim and Aunt Chris' house for Thanksgiving dinner. We arrived there and it was an instant party, 3 out of 7 of moms siblings where there with their whole family which makes for about 25 people. We ate, laughed, played and just had a good time! It was a blast! We went home at about 11 and all crashed. The next day Adam and I got as settled as best we could, there in the basement. We all got ready, packed and headed out for our 4 hour trip to Gaylord for the Sheer wedding. We arrived and got settled in at the beautiful hotel the family was staying at. We all grabbed drinks and fellowshipped the night away. The next day was the wedding which was a joy, lots of dancing. And the morning after that we went to Uncle Steve's church and then went to have breakfast. We said our good byes got in the car for a 10 hour drive back to Minnesota. On the way back we briefly stopped at Aaron and Krissy's to give them some love and encouragement as they where soon to go into labor. We got to Liz's house about Midnight and went to bed. After a good night sleep, we woke up and had a quick breakfast with Liz and got ready to go to the airport to head home. Caleb came and picked us up and drove us to the airport and we flue back home arriving at 2:39pm. We came back to our home away from home away from home, the Hoovers, and rested. So far we have been just chilling here. I will randomly get nervous to say my good byes but then I remind myself to let that come when it comes. I also worry that my family and I are in denial about how soon I'm actually leaving...

JESUS IS A REAL LIVE MAN!!!!

I was just doing my morning devotions and reading my book The Rewards of Fasting by Mike Bickle and Dana Candler. It is a great book so far. I'm only on the second chapter but really great book! I have been wanting to fast much more than I have been! I believe it is something that we as lovers of Jesus are supposed to do. It is not just something that we do if we feel like it. We are all called to it. period. Just like prayer if we want a true relationship with Him we have to do it! So I have been longing to gain more knowledge about it. The first chapter is all about His love for us and that our identity as humans lies in His great love for us. That we have to pursue this love to find our true identity as His BRIDE!! Anyway, after reading all of this and more I was praying and just talking to the Holy Spirt. I realized that I was speaking to the Holy Spirt, that He is the one that is with me. Then I began to think about the rest of the trinity. Father God who is sitting on the throne in the Throne Room somewhere (Rev. 4 and 5) The Holy Spirit reviled to me that when i pray to the Father God my prayers are sweet smelling incense that He truly delights in. Then I began to think about Jesus... Where is He? The right hand of the Father, in HUMAN form!! The revelation of this came to me. He is a real human just like us somewhere in the Throne Room!! I began to weep. I think it is because I will get to see Him soon as a human man! I CAN NOT WAIT!! I am my beloveds and He is mine!! I am just like Him and He is just like me!! Glory, Majesty, Splendor and Beauty, none like we have ever seen, seated on the throne, and He is ours just as much as we are His!! AHHHHHHH people!! Jesus, the living son of God and is in love with is bride... us!! He is not mostly mad, He is mostly glad!! He has jealousy for us that is stronger than the grave! HIs blood is red and worm, alive and with power!! I have to have more of Him. And so my journey to fast more begins. " He must increase, I must decrease."- John 3:30

I've been thinking a lot lately about leaving Colorado! Its going to be a hard thing to do! I'm going to miss the sun, my family, my friends, working at good ol' Elephant Bar, rock climbing, and much more! But I think that it is going to be worth the change! I will be just fine I'm sure

The Worthy Lamb

I've been thinking lately about the worthiness of Jesus! That He is worthy of our ALL! Looking around me in this day I feel that there are so many christians that are "luke warm." I even feel this way about myself sometimes. That we justify things that we want to do and why we aren't "sold out." The thing is that if we truly love Him, than we should believe that He is worthy of our ALL! That is the way the Father sees Jesus, so that is how we His children, His inheritance, His love, His bride should see Him. He is the only one worthy, the only rightful heir! If we love Him we should be willing to live fully consecrated to Him, simply because He is worthy, not because He has done anything for us or because we want to go to heaven! When we live in sin, even a little bit of sin we are saying you aren't worthy of my all and in the end i don't love you! Yes, there is the mercy and grace given to us through His cross, but He did that because we can not be as clean as Jesus by ourselves! Just because He loves us through our sin doesn't mean we should stop trying! For example: Adam loves me even through my mistakes and he forgives me but it is because when I say I'm sorry it means i'm going to do my very best to not make that mistake again. Just because I know Adam is going to forgive me doesn't mean I'm going to go off and have an affair! I LOVE HIM MORE THAN THAT! Because Adam forgives me he is worthy of my best effort! Same with my King, but even more! And sitting here writing this my heart beats for Adam, so how much more should my heart beat for my bridegroom to come who is worthy of a pure bride!!! HE DIED SO THAT WE COULD BE JUST AS WORTHY OF HIM AS HE IS OF US, NOT SO WE DON'T HAVE TO TRY OUR VERY BEST TO BE PURE FOR HIM! EVEN IF WE TRYED OUR BEST WE WOULD STILL NOT BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR THIS MAN THAT IS WHY HE DIED! I know that for me on my wedding night it was so beautiful to give Adam my purity! I wanna do the same for my bridegroom to come! When we live in a life style of sin we are cheating on our waiting bridegroom! He sits at the right hand praying for His bride, waiting and being patient, as we run around being harlots of this world because we want instant gratification, even when it comes to His presence! Jesus is more worthy for a pure bride than any other man!! Making choices to be righteousness in His sight, trying our very hardest to do what pleases Him.... that is our all and giving it our all is choosing to be pure for our bridegroom! Doing ALL that we can do to be righteous and letting Him do the rest! Its a two way street in our relationship with this man! He is worthy of all of me!

Jesus, I will do my best to give You my all each day simply because You are worthy of a pure bride!

Are My Wings Pined Down?

Are my wings pined down?

I feel like i was born a free sprit! I feel like sometimes my wings are pined down. Like i wanna fly but can't for some reason. Is the pin... jobs, money, family, etc.... or is it just me? I want to do things but i can't ever really decide what i want to do or if i really want to do them. Maybe my wings aren't pined down at all.... maybe i'm just not flying!

Introduction

Hi, my name is Desiree! I am married to Adam Hutton. Here is a quick summery of our lives: [Adam's is found at www.andhutton.blogspot.com]

My parents where going to name me Brittany but then one day when I was in my mommas belly, my parents where standing in line at a food store and my dad picked up a name book. He saw the name Desiree and said " That is her name!", it means much desired child. I grew up in good ol' Castle Rock, CO. I have a wonderful family who i love so dearly! I have four siblings, an older sister, older brother, younger sister and younger brother. I always say the only thing i am missing is a twin! I had a wonderful christian upbringing. My parents did a great job raising five kids! We went to Church of the Rock where I met my four best friends. They have been there for me through thick and thin! I was home schooled through 6th grade,went to a charter school 7th and 8th grade, and then douglas county high school. Life was good!

After graduating, I choose not to go to collage but to move to Colorado Springs and go to New Life School of Worship! I lived with one of my best friends Michelle in the basement of my grandparents house. It was good times! I grew a lot that year, spiritually and emotionally! After the 10 month program Michelle decided to move back to denver. I stuck around another year! The new School of Worship people arrived in September and this is where and when I met my amazing husband Adam William Hutton! I fell straight for him, it took him a little longer :) But what a wonderful time we had getting to know one another. We knew we wanted to get married about three weeks after we started dating and he hadn't even kissed me yet. Well, he did kiss me, I was his first kiss.... i have to brag about that of course, and told me he loved me. I went ahead and took his name and poked it on the end of mine, with honor of course! We have been married for almost a year now and i'll tell ya its been more than amazing! I can definitely do life with this kid, he is easy to be married to!

I'm in love with another man named Christ Jesus! I met Him when i was 5 years old and since then we've just been building our relationship! He loves me more than i love Him, but i try on a daily basis to love Him with my ALL! He is my breath, my life, my everything! He gave me His life for our love and the least i can do is serve Himand love Him back! I am always learning new things about Him, He is the most exciting thing/being in the universe! I love Him! i kiss You my Beloved!

So that is me, Desiree Elyse Hutton!

This blog is about us! Sometimes together sometimes separate! Its... Our life!

We are just... we!